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Sunday, July 3, 2011

Another month...another year!!

Our inside jokes-too many to name.
When we're apart it's never the same.
When we're together it's nothing but fun.
Replacing my girls just can't be done.
As the years pass,
and we grow apart.
I want you to know,
that you guys are in my heart.
You helped me through problems,
through things good and bad.
You helped me keep smiling :-),
when I was sad.
You helped me with guys,
you made me stay strong.
How will I live,
when you guys are gone?
And where the years take us,
no place is too far.
We will think of each other,
wherever we are.
You're wonderful people,
with good hearts to lend.
And I want you to know,
that ya'll will always be my Best Friends !!!!


Emotions,love and friendships all these seems so interconnected now.I have realised that love doesn't binds you to one person,it doesn't bind you just to your kin.There is a relation which is beyond all this..where you need not say that i love you but still know that the opposite person feel the same way.Its not about flattering some one but just telling the truth whether its the most pathetic one or the best one!


I feel blessed to have such gang of mine-MY GIRLS GANG!!!I never ever imagined after going through a phase where i always had some or the other conflict with such a girls gang,that i could ever imagine myself at a place like that.


I love them for just being what they are,the way they love me,the way they care about every small things happening in my life,being the shoulder to cry on,being my laugh,being my support through thick and thin.Starting from doing assignments to listening to my deepest and darkest secrets,they had it all and still are.

I realised it now that how much fun i have with them,that i even forgot being happy (or rather say interested in his talks)with someone who was meant to be the most important person in my life at a time.Everyone changes,so did i and that's what made the difference.I am obliged to have such friends who did every smallest thing to make me come out of that platform i was stuck in.


Messages saved from around past 2 years deleted.The most special snaps deleted.

Hell yeah,i did feel something.Something just hit hard on me and voices screaming all over my mind:"how can you do this,that's the only thing you have to cherish upon.".But i guess that's the power of friendship;holding back and resisting even when you know you cant, but just because your friends said that.And the "trust" you have in them makes u want to take that as an un-objectionable order!!


A day ago while chatting with one of my most closest friend,i realised that everyone is cribbing about the same fact-COLLEGE LIFE,FRIENDSHIPS,CRUEL LIFE BEHIND IT....!!And then i realised i am at a much better position than anyone else from my school gang.I had it all,and still felt like i have nothing.I wanted these 2-3 years to pass as soon as possible BUT now i feel the cardinal need.


From past 2 years,i went through what i would call the REAL WORLD....starting from a large group to just limiting myself to three of my girlfriends...from celebrating break-up parties to crying together for the same...checking out each and every hot guy and then passing comments when he is passing by(ok..now a matter of certitude:even if u want to hide about the fact that u have hots on a college guy,you just cant because these people;whom i call my bitches would never let it happen..duh)..our dreams which would never ever come true...a big RULE-BOOK to find the "perfect" guy for ourselves...discussing about our dream dates...planning about buying similar black tees..making fun of each other every day(as every bitch have its own day!)..passing the most pathetic comments when any of us make a fashion faux pas to complimenting after every hour how beautiful any of us look in a particular dress or hairstyle..making as many excuses possible to remain together even if its a college holiday..just dancing without any hesitation at any damn song...trying to stick together whatsoever may happen..finding solution for every damn problem any of us have..helping out even if its 4 in the night..planning out shopping together(which actually hasn't been possible with all of us together till now)..cogitating about whats right and whats wrong for any of us...surprises...theme parties..boozing...eating chicken on Tuesdays when u haven't even tried it once...sheesha lounges..planning Agra trips..trying something adventurous every time just for that adrenaline rush...the BURN BOOK of ours to that Gothic room we discovered together..our most weird talks to our inside jokes(not to forget the stupid NV jokes)!!!everything..everything is so so new to all of us..and i guess this in not the end,there is more to come..as i would describe it in a few lines:


Another tear,another joy..
Another month,another year...
But this is not the end..
we have more to start with...


May all of you stay blessed and may our friendship reach at a height from where none of us can jump or come down ever!

love you guys
~your PS(yes,lil miss sunshine it is)




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