Its happening again.I don't want to land up here.
-My first thought whenever I meet you.
We used to meet everyday.Now things have changed and I miss talking to you.Of course,I know you are there,every time,anytime.You have always been there to hug me ,to let me speak my heart out,to let me make stupid comments,to let me fight with you,teasing you and being there for my rescue.
I know things still might be on the same end.But,being a reticent being I could never speak up that I need you.I need you to talk to me and discuss things like we used to do.Things remain unheard from my end.I feel as if its never going to happen.Every time we meet,I need to tell my heart that this is how things happen but my heart...well I guess both my heart and mind have come to a tacit agreement with each other.
I just couldn't tell it to anyone.Hence,writing comes to the rescue.
I miss you.I miss being with you.Talking to you.I just want you to talk with me one on one.I want to you to know things,I want you to tell me things.It hurts being in front of you and not feeling that important.It hurts when I get to know things going in your life from other people.It hurts when the priorities begins to change.I wish I could tell you all this so that we could fix it all.But,I would never be able to speak out all this.
I just pray that I don't do something foolish due to this mayhem caused in my head and heart.
PS:All this doesn't change my feelings towards you.Neither am I angry about this,nor am I demanding all this.I just wish things to get back to how they were.
-My first thought whenever I meet you.
We used to meet everyday.Now things have changed and I miss talking to you.Of course,I know you are there,every time,anytime.You have always been there to hug me ,to let me speak my heart out,to let me make stupid comments,to let me fight with you,teasing you and being there for my rescue.
I know things still might be on the same end.But,being a reticent being I could never speak up that I need you.I need you to talk to me and discuss things like we used to do.Things remain unheard from my end.I feel as if its never going to happen.Every time we meet,I need to tell my heart that this is how things happen but my heart...well I guess both my heart and mind have come to a tacit agreement with each other.
I just couldn't tell it to anyone.Hence,writing comes to the rescue.
I miss you.I miss being with you.Talking to you.I just want you to talk with me one on one.I want to you to know things,I want you to tell me things.It hurts being in front of you and not feeling that important.It hurts when I get to know things going in your life from other people.It hurts when the priorities begins to change.I wish I could tell you all this so that we could fix it all.But,I would never be able to speak out all this.
I just pray that I don't do something foolish due to this mayhem caused in my head and heart.
PS:All this doesn't change my feelings towards you.Neither am I angry about this,nor am I demanding all this.I just wish things to get back to how they were.
