4:40 pm it was.The girl looked in her cellphone,still deciding should she wait or be on her way back to her home(yeah,exam time coming,every minute is precious out here!).In the midst of all this thought process she ceased herself from walking in one of those green buses standing in front of her,thinking maybe next time.Mind you,she even missed the second one..ha ha!
4.55 it was..again she checked her cellphone(this was the thirteenth or fifteenth time she did this,annoying all those sitting beside her at the bus stand though she hardly cared).But she didn't get any reply.She knew it wasn't her style,no not at all.Still,tried to make things fall perfectly.
In the end she understood that maybe it was herself getting so annoyed because of her bad performance in her exams.Again,thinking that she has been frustrated for a while.
But due to some exchange of words between both of them which increased the agony,now she feels it wasn't her going wrong.It was you busy in your "own" life(no not "our"),good to see you happy that way.But if you feel this is called "stability" after being in love then i rather hate this stability.
The girl decided,from now onwards she would just be the way she has been ever..yes she was right,the transition she had in her life was a good way to run away from emotions,love and "expectations".Atleast it made her happy to see that she had no one to support,to be with her when she needed someone the most.In the end,she used to be a strong girl,she knew she was her own critic,her own supporter.As it is said,expectations leads to resentment and disappointment...This was true in her case too.
She wants things to go the way they are but without showing any sign of expectations.Just to see a HAPPY YOU and maybe a not so Tantrum throwing crazy girl of yours..!!
Still she loves him a lot and misses the way he was some months back!!!
4.55 it was..again she checked her cellphone(this was the thirteenth or fifteenth time she did this,annoying all those sitting beside her at the bus stand though she hardly cared).But she didn't get any reply.She knew it wasn't her style,no not at all.Still,tried to make things fall perfectly.
In the end she understood that maybe it was herself getting so annoyed because of her bad performance in her exams.Again,thinking that she has been frustrated for a while.
But due to some exchange of words between both of them which increased the agony,now she feels it wasn't her going wrong.It was you busy in your "own" life(no not "our"),good to see you happy that way.But if you feel this is called "stability" after being in love then i rather hate this stability.
The girl decided,from now onwards she would just be the way she has been ever..yes she was right,the transition she had in her life was a good way to run away from emotions,love and "expectations".Atleast it made her happy to see that she had no one to support,to be with her when she needed someone the most.In the end,she used to be a strong girl,she knew she was her own critic,her own supporter.As it is said,expectations leads to resentment and disappointment...This was true in her case too.
She wants things to go the way they are but without showing any sign of expectations.Just to see a HAPPY YOU and maybe a not so Tantrum throwing crazy girl of yours..!!
Still she loves him a lot and misses the way he was some months back!!!
